I feel stiff, tired and rested all at the same time today. This may be a sick fantasy, but I want to be at home cleaning my apartment. When I get home at night I am just too tired to do it. I have an enormous pile of clean laundry sitting in my room. It would just be nice to have a wonderfully pristene apartment for a few days. Sometimes I feel like my life is in “Maintenance Mode”. Outside of work I do only what is necessary to live, only what I need to do for that day, or the next. I put off doing laundry for weeks at a time. I grab a fast food meal, instead of cooking something healthy. I let the dishes sit, and the clothes pile up, and the mailbox fill to overflowing. I think I need a new plan of attack.

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