Well, maybe not. Maybe it’s neutral. Time is the only thing that is ever consistant anymore. I am starting school in the fall. Master’s program. It’s a little daunting, but I want to get it out of the way. Otherwise it just becomes another one of those things just looming on the horizon, waiting to get done. There is all the time there ever was and I certainly don’t work as much as I have in other times in my life, still…I am losing it. Not getting it all done. I make progress everyday. A few months back I was feeling like no matter what I did nothing was getting done. I am over that now. I see the progress. But somehow new things replace those which I have crossed off my to-do list and I still have mounds of dirty laundry. Life has to be more than a list of neverending tasks. I have lots of fun, but there is still so much to do. How will I ever catch up?